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July
4th, 1935 A Photograph
Look, my father
says, pressing his index finger into the shadowed alley
between the mercantile and the post office. A couple
has hidden there, beneath his print.
With all other
eyes on the grand marshall, gallant atop a sleek Lincoln,
theirs are closed, their lips hard fastened and their
hands searching the folds of one another’s
clothing. They weren’t married, he says, not to one
another.
I am just old enough to tingle at what is
forbidden.
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Grandfather
Your Buick, brown as tilled ground, crawling
up the drive. A flannel seed cap high on your head, a
pie riding beside you, our Sunday dinner guest.
Your
Wurlitzer forced to recall the hymns of your childhood, not a
single note lost under the command of crooked fingers as
the coffee cools and we close our eyes.
Your breath,
bitter in its eighties, as you lean over me in the pew on
Christmas Eve, warm with family, singing, “Stille
nacht, heilege nacht.”
Now, your cracked lips, like
baby birds squirm in the grey nest of your beard. This
last glance I’m determined to steal as mother and I
watch from the door:
You rocking yourself towards death,
cooing like a child, whimpering, yes, when all the while,
you mean to say, Turn away, turn away, this is not who I am.
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